delinquent blogger

yes, that's me. 

i think since 2002 (or is it 2001) i've tried to set up maybe four or five blogs.  plus one more for my online store, which i've also abandoned because i've moved here in singapore.  i've deleted all of them to remove the tracks and remnants of my past life. 

the reason for this, i think, is that i couldn't keep up.  i coudn't keep up because i couldn't really decide on what i want my blog to be.  you see, it's supposed to be my "journal".  my outlet.  but as i go on and look at other blogs, i've come to realize that i can also use it to earn income.  but what the heck will i write that would even minutely interest other people?  i see the blogs now, and they are all filled with pictures and with all other sorts of interaction.  and that's one more thing, i'm too lazy to take pictures.  take pictures and upload them and fix them in photoshop.  i do get the creativity bug once in a while.  but it's a very long while, i tell you.  so that's why.

anyway, i've decided to keep this one for the meantime.  i still have the brown paper journal that ross gave me for my birthday last year (he said that journal is supposed to be "memoir of happiness."  but i only open and write to it once in a while.).  and i intend to keep that and write on it too...as in write on all of the pages.  oh, i don't know.  i love writing, and it's a very good outlet for me especially when i'm mad or super sad...  but sometimes i feel that it's better to just re-live the events in my head.

oh my gad.  i just really hope that i don't get alzheimer's.